A message to all

Hello there. My name is Jamin Bains, and I am a 17 year old writer as of making this post. I am here on this site as I want an outlet that will let me tell stories and live through fantasies. My whole life, I, as anyone else, have loved stories. I wont bore you with the stories i've known in my 17 years of life, but know that there were many of them I hold dear. My love of stories somewhere along the line became a love for storytelling and creativity, traits that I have not used much until today and the coming however long. I am here on this site for me, and to tell my stories for both my own record, and to create things that other people can understand and partake in as well. I am at a point in my life where I really do like my reality. I have many friends I know I can both rely on and enjoy the company of, I have something I am good at and take pride in being super smash brothers ultimate, and I have a job. I have what I want, and yet some nights I feel I dont have anything. Some nights I struggle with terrible feelings about who I believe I am and how I see myself as a terrible man. Some nights, I wish things from my past had gone incredibly differently. One night, I was trying to sleep but for the life of me I couldn't. After trying different things until 2 in the morning or something like that, I decided to read a comic book collection I had read many, many times when i was younger. I was going to read one section, but ended up reading the entirety of it, until four in the morning. With three and a half hours to sleep before waking, I looked back on my decision and didn't regret it, and I decided I would always prefer fantasies to reality. That is why I am here. I will always prefer fantasies and storytelling to the cold, boring, and regretful reality we all live in. I am here because this is to be my escape. I cannot say how consistent this will be, and I can almost promise you it will not be, however when I get the urge, get the kick, to be creative to invision something I will be here, and you will all have something new to read. Much of my work here will be taken from inspiration, whether it be via a story I've seen before, my own past experiences, or even a cloud in the sky making just a slightly different form, I will make something here based off of it. I can promise you also, that everything will be connected, somehow. I wish I could attach visuals to this, however when it comes to artistic talents, I am not the best, so you'll all have to imagine what my men will look like.

The writing styles and storytelling on this blog will not be very organized. I am a spiritic man who thinks in forms and shapes rather then in normal thoughts, and who sees life as a grand storytelling of my own life, so with that in mind, please try to think along with me. Ill answer any questions of confusion, however some things will be left up to interpretation. I will do my best though to write things that make sense. However, without the help of visuals, sometimes my points will not come across as well as I would want. During this time, I will do what I can to sprinkle along the details. Thank you for your understanding. I am a very visual man writing in a very literal sense.

My real name is Jaminjeet Bains, but seeing as that is my name in reality and this is not reality for me, I ask that you all see me as Kodra. It is an acronym for King of the dead realm, the A doesn't stand for anything though. I go by King of the dead realm because that is how I see my life. There used to be so many here, and now they've all fallen down. I used to rule alongside them and we all lived great lives, I even was the leader and king of them for a time, but now they've all left and gone somewhere else, so now my realm is dead. Its just me here, king of what was and what isn't. The bare minimum after being the max, watching out over a blackened desert atop a throne rummaged in sand. See what I mean about me being a visual person? Im also very very dramatic.

I am sure through this writing blog you will all get to know me, as Im sure will call for some interesting questions. For better or worse, I am who I am, I dont apologize for being me anymore, and I hope you can all appreciate my storytelling and creativity the way I can.

If you have any questions, please do not hesitate. Thank you, and welcome to my mind.